Magnificent Manifesting
Saturday, June 6, 2009 at 09:15AM
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Saturday, June 6, 2009 at 09:15AM
Thursday, December 18, 2008 at 07:53PM "People without a college degree will never have shit, and they'll never be shit." ("shit" being a respectable profession, home ownership, financial success, etc.) In 1976 Mom's firstborn graduated from college. She had chaperoned her daughter to the safety of a prestigious private university campus in 1972. She briefly exhaled and then repeated the task --- four more times. Mom didn't rest until each of her five children were deposited from the hard streets of South Central Los Angeles (a.k.a. Watts) to college campuses. There was no talk of community college, the military or trade school. This was long before passion was associated with income or life's work. Without regard for individual talents, interests or abilities, we were placed on a narrow path to employment and financial security. Getting educated was a duty having nothing to do with self-discovery or personal growth. We were groomed to be excellent employees and productive, responsible adults. We don't haggle over pay or sweat performance reviews. A job is what it is. Extras like wealth, happiness and passion are pursued outside the traditional workplace, often in secrecy to sidestep family criticism. This is part of my family legacy which began 36 years ago. My brother, sisters and I continue to create alternative, more rewarding lives. Some opted out of college, and some have gone on to earn post graduate degrees. The choice to opt out was met with consistent and harsh criticism. "People without a college degree will never have shit and they'll never be shit." The words spoken at holiday dinners and family gatherings year-after-year-after-year floated into my subconscious and planted seeds of self-doubt and low self-worth, which I continue to uproot to this day. Without a degree from a four-year university, I thought I didn't deserve success, comfort or the respect of others. My mother still looks into my eyes and says, "you were the smartest of all my children," as if I died when I chose not to complete my degree in 1982. I allow her to mourn that loss alone since she seems determined to suffer. I have better things to do with my time and energy.
One-by-one, I watched my nieces and nephews walk on eggshells as they fought to discover their authentic selves under the weight of the family's narrow thinking. But they have something I didn't have... someone in the family to talk to about taking a different path. I hope they feel my eternal love and support as they come to know, as I know, that they are divinely perfect and worthy exactly as they are. Their parents' eyes and hearts are opening more each day.
I'm a tough old chick who cherishes my right and my duty to live the life The Creator has assigned. As I work toward a bachelors degree in spiritual healing, I realize I am not who I am in spite of my family; I am a compassionate Reiki practitioner and healer because of them. I embrace every life experience as part of my journey to becoming the universal conduit I am meant to be. My spiritual assignment is to share this empowering energy and knowledge with others through healing work and intuitive workshops, and I am worthy of monetary compensation for the services I provide. The universe is calling, supporting and rewarding us for fulfilling our spiritual assignments and helping others discover theirs. And I am inviting each of you, dear readers, to consider, explore, research and accept how being true to yourself will lead you to the life, joy, success and prosperity your heart craves.